Life is hectic!

I need help!

 

So I have been extremely busy!! Our Minnesota Home is officially on the market. YAY!! This makes going home a reality and I like it. We are thinking about the baby and I going home soon because it would just be a pain to keep the house clean and bundle the baby up if someone wants to see the house. It just makes sense to go home and get our permanent house ready to live in and maybe find a part time job or register for school, maybe both. Now that I will hopefully have the help of my family it might be easier to work or just run errands. I am hoping that my excitement isn't all for nothing, you know how sometimes you can build something up and build it up then when it happens it isn't as great as you anticipated and it's crushing! I am hopeful that going home is all that I have imagined it to be, after all I have been building it up for 6 years, since I left.

 

On another note I am quickly approaching becoming a mom to a 1 year old!! I can't believe it! My baby boy is going to be a year old. That expression is so true, you know the one "they grow up right before your eyes." I feel so bad because we will be in the middle of the move and I'm not sure about a birthday party. What do I do have it early with just my husband and the baby here or have a party a couple months later without my husband but with the rest of the family? I can do both but it is so hectic around here, the question is will EJ even remember? Am I getting all worked up over nothing. Of course I'm not IT'S HIS FIRST BIRTHDAY!! He will only get one, I will only get one! I am so conflicted........Help!